The hardest thing about killing off yeast overgrowth is that it takes a lot of diligence, determination, accountability and........TIME. And if there's one thing I run out of all day long..it's time. I truly believe Candida is my issue. Can I prove it? Nah. And hey maybe I'll find out that I have some obscure sea slug stuck in my gut...I don't know. But as far as I can tell, Candida is the closest thing that makes sense after an endless amount of both traditional doctor visits as well as naturopathy. I've had a endoscopy, I've kept food journals, I've done the lemonade diet, I've done the orange juice diet, I've taken prilosec, I've taken tums, I've done herbal laxatives, Colon cleansing, exercize, yoga, magic cures from late night television, I've drank tea before every meal, I've gone all liquid, all fruit, I've tried being vegan, I've done weight watchers, LA Weightloss, and Jenny Craig trying to...well ya drop those nasty 15lbs that bother me, but also trying to find a way to eat that doesn't hurt me. All these things have left me broke, more frustrated, and back in line at McDonalds feeling like a sick loser. Before I came across Candida info, I kid you not I casually considered "positive changes" which specializes in hypnosis. It was just a thought, but the fact that I even went there surprises me.
Today, I'm officially fed up. I thought I was before....but I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY fed up. There are only two people who can help me. Myself and Donna who wrote this book:
http://bodyecology.com/index.php
And for the only power who can help me? My Father....
I looked at an old picture of myself from a 2 years ago...I have aged SO much since then. More rapidly than ever before.... and I truly believe it's due to sleeplessness and symptoms related to Candida. I feel bad that my friends and family have to put up with listening to my problems or even reading this blog on days like this.
Sigh....back to the drawing board.
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